Sunday, October 01, 2006

I am really frightened. I don't feel at all well. I really don't want to see the doctor.

I feel also as if a massive black cloud has swooped down on me and I can't see my way out. i want to run away but it's all around me.

I'm scared.

2 comments:

TotalChaos said...

Get yourself to the Dr. If not for the one problem, do it for the black cloud. The two are interrelated, but the cloud takes precedence. Then you should be able to see your way clear to get the other taken care of. Just my 2 pence. I do know of what I am speaking. Listen to the old man , Please.

Mafia Wife said...

Yup, TC is right, that black cloud can be horrific if left unattended to.

I have many friends on the net who have said that they felt the same way at one point. On in particular was set against the idea of any meds to help, but finally let the doctor talk them into trying something for a couple months and could stop if they felt it didn't help. It's been many years and that person said it was the best thing they ever did. That little edge of depression, which I suspect is what you're dealing with, was taken off by a simple perscription.

[mother mode on]
GO TO THE DOCTOR!!! Get a diagnosis and see how much brighter the world might be able to be with a little help. Worst case scenario, it might not help (tho I doubt that will be the case), but at least you can say you gave it a go.
[/mother mode off]