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I've been feeling vaguely uneasy because there is "CHANGE" looming and I don't do well with change. I like things to stay pretty much the same and things have changed a lot for me in the past year. Some of it has been good (like my wedding photography) but some of it very hard to bear (like Karen's death and the loss of another friendship that meant a lot to me).
I suppose I don't like change because often I can't control it and I need to feel in control to feel safe. I'm trying to change this attitude and let things unfold, to accept I can't (and shouldn't) ever be able to control everything in my life.
Anyway, this latest change may seem rather minor but it's bothering me. The riding school Sian goes to is up for sale. It's the same place I do RDA. There are no guarantees the school will continue. Sian is really upset - this is the third school to close while she's been there. I'm really sad as RDA may finish if the school becomes a livery establishment or if the new owners don't want to support RDA.
It's all so uncertain...I think it's that which is "getting to me" rather than the change. We don't know what will happen or when. The worrying thing is that there are rumours that the horses are all up for sale, including my darling Bruno. I'm not sure if I should start looking for a new place for Sian now or let things go a little longer. What to do, what to do....
Well, nothing I can do will alter what's to happen so I had better just try to accept it and trust that whatever the outcome, as my guru Susan Jeffers says - "I'll handle it".