No photo...because somehow I can't be bothered to edit the ones I took on Sunday.
No walk this morning, because although it's a beautiful day, I can't bring myself to leave the house.
I have a ton of stuff to do but I'm sitting here hunched over the computer making excuses to avoid getting on with things.
I am so scared.
I am scared that bad things are starting to happen and will keep on happening. I don't know where it will end! That sounds really crazy. Doesn't it?
I thought I was getting stronger and more able to cope with life's ups and downs but instead I realise I'm pretty feeble.
I just can't let myself go back down this road again! I can't.
So I'm going to get on with Wednesday and do the bloody ironing.
6 comments:
OH I so know what you mean!! Sometimes I just don't want to do ANYTHING!! And its normally at the times when I have SO MUCH TO DO!
And then I realize that its just a "mood" thing....and it will pass. I have to keep telling myself that it isn't the real me....it WILL pass! But it sure is hard going through it.
I do hope you feel better soon!!
I am in the same boat CG, exactly the same feelings, maybe we can motivate each other? Since L got someone in to do the feeding of the horses I hardly ever stick my nose out the door anymore so it has had the opposite effect on me. We are well below freezing for temps at the moment and I just can't drag myself out there. I also need to get more stock images prepared and submitted.
Always in my thoughts (((((((Hugs))))))
Lori
Oh honey I'm so sorry to read this. Is there anything I can do to help? email me if there is. x
it is a hard time of year, I find myself reflecting WAY too much on old losses and old hurts
I too then spend a lot of time playing online bubble pop games to quell the mounting anxiety
I do find getting outside, even for a moment, helps.
You're not alone. Hugs.
Wish I was there to give you a big hug and then we could take a walk together.
I don't want you to go down that road again either. Press on and just do the next thing. It will get better.
Hugs
Sue
What's troubling you???? LOVE YOU LOTS
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